Tuesday, May 18, 2021

Grateful and Anxious

I am so thankful for the incredible wedding weekend

I was able to enjoy with family and friends

This past Friday and Saturday!

The weather was amazing...

How often do you get

75 degrees and sunshine

In the middle of May

In western Washington?!

Wow!

To be alive to experience the celebration

With all of our kids and grandkids

To be able to walk our youngest daughter

Stephanie

Down the mulch pathway

Created by Cindy

Overlooking our beautiful lake property

And then perform the wedding ceremony

Uniting Stephanie and Timothy

As husband and wife

Was a privilege I would not have thought

I would be alive to experience

Several months ago.

I am grateful.

I am now recuperating 

From the weekend!

Spending hours sleeping away the exhaustion

That comes with such an output of energy!

But, I am so grateful.


I have also been struggling

With some anxiety

Over what lies ahead...

The uncertainty and unknown

Of the impact

Immunotherapy and Radiation

Will have on my body.

This Friday I begin again immunotherapy infusions

Every three weeks.

The following Monday

I am tentatively scheduled

To go to Seattle

To get prepped

For proton radiation therapy

To begin on June 7

Our 41st wedding anniversary!

The plan will be

For Cindy and I to temporarily

Move to north Seattle 

For the 4-5 weeks of the proton radiation therapy

Which will take place

Monday through Friday 

During those weeks.


In the meantime...

Breathing is getting harder again

Which indicates that another thoracentesis

Is on the horizon in the near future

To drain fluid from my right lung.

The daily challenge of the cancer journey continues on...


Appreciate you all listening and supporting,

Dave

4 comments:

  1. I am so happy to hear of the wedding, and that you could be a huge part of it! Rest well, and I continue to pray for you daily. I'm so glad you exist. 41 years. Congratulations!

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  2. I remember Cindy bringing Stephanie into the church office as a newborn. Wow! How special to perform her wedding ceremony. Out God is awesome! He knew then that you would be there for her. He is here for you now. In our prayers as always!

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  3. Loved "seeing" you at the wedding. OK, so it was just via the live feed. But hearing your humor, seeing your love for your daughter and new son-in-law, and listening to your charge to them--all were a great treat. I fully intended to jot you a note then, but life scurried me along elsewhere. But oh my yes! it was such a gracious gift from Jesus that you could marry Stephanie. I know she was thrilled for that.
    Onward 'til upward. And of course, our prayer is your upward will be long days/years from now!

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  4. Thanks for the update Dave. May God continue to give you unexpected pleasures!

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